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 Friday, May 04, 2012 @ 4:39 PMStressful
I HATE LOOKING AT MY BANK STATEMENT.
I SUPER HATE IT WHEN I WAS FORCED TO LOOK BACK MY TRANSACTION HISTORY.
WTF
I'm so worried. I'm scare that I couldn't afford my up coming trips T___T
I'm not that broke yet.
I still have money inside my bank, just not enough. Not enough for me to pay for my trip, enough for me to eat but not enough to feed my car. GODDAMNIT.
Some more company hasn't bank in salary into my account!!! fml
I still have to apply tourist Visa and the minimum amount in bank must > RM6k. double fml.
SO FUCKING STRESS.
I DOWAN TO BE RICH, I JUST WANT SOME MONEY NOW T___T
ok stop writing sad thing and move forward to happy things!
Phuket trip next Saturday!! Great escape with the boyfriend again :D Happy max.
Its Friday! Enjoy your weekend peeps! xoxo
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Friday, October 21, 2011 @ 10:23 PM worst month of the year.
October is not a good month, probably the bad, worst month of the year.I lost my precious iPhone4. I feel like killing myself now. Seriously. My life so mess up now, I'm wondering why everything turned out so bad to me. Its like, when you want to do something, you will fail. Like, 'something' is trying to stop you from doing what you want to do. I feel so ... sad. Everything goes wrong, WRONG. Please, I just wanna have a good time. Dear life, Please don't let me down anymore. I can't take it. Labels: emo Share0 Comments: |
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Tuesday, July 12, 2011 @ 11:23 PM fed up?
 So frustration on everything. I'm like losing all the directions in doing everything. Do you have this feeling before? Its feels so wrong on doing things. C'mon, I need a break :( P/S I'm waiting for my stuffs that bought from eBay to arrive !!! can't wait !! I guess this is the only thing that can excites me now. Pathetic. Labels: emo Share0 Comments: |
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Tuesday, June 14, 2011 @ 12:03 AM Bad day.
June is definitely not a lovely month. :(So many assignments need to be done, so many problems occurring. Money problems, relationship problem. ahhhhhhh For the relationship thiggy, actually not a serious problem, its my own problem :( I shouldn't bring you so much problems as you already have your own problems, I'm such a lousy girlfriend. Assignment is still a mess, so many stuffs but so little time. Oh money, I'm a big spender. especially on FOOD. I can spend alot on food. I don't care about their price, as long as its delicious and it is affordable. I can eat A LOT. Money just gone like that into my stomach. ouch. heartache. Mood was so bad, was having massive traffic jam around college, more dulan. BAD BAD DAY :( Tomorrow will be a good day, huh? Labels: emo Share0 Comments: |
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Sunday, May 08, 2011 @ 11:14 PM Friends?
有时候我在想，什么是朋友？ 翻下我的联络簿，可以约得出来的，并不多。可以聊得来的，也不多。 可以信息的，更不多。 很可悲。 虽说我有好多朋友，但知心的好友却很少。 已经很久没和我的好朋友/好姐妹 见面， 我真的很想念她们 :( 长大了，不是在忙着念书 assignment projects exam 就是忙着工作 internships. 要不然就是自己有自己的朋友圈，很少机会能出来见见面。 要不然就是懒惰约她们出来 -_- (都怪自己没动力) 为什么好好地朋友关系会搞成这样？ 我把你当成我的好朋友，你现在却对我不理不睬， 我做错了什么？ Labels: emo Share0 Comments: |
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Monday, April 25, 2011 @ 11:42 AM Unwell.
All night hearing voices telling me that I should get some sleep because tomorrow might be good for something. Unwell by Matchbox Twenty. *yawn* 昨晚睡得不是很好，不够睡啊！ 唉，一幕一幕的画面浮现在我脑里，我真是接受唔到咯 :'( 每每想到你就要离开，飞去地球的另一边，我的心就痛了一下， 已经控制自己不去想，但是。。。唉。 想象不到没有你陪伴的日子会是怎样， 想象不到没有你信息的日子会是怎样， 想象不到没有你的声音的日子会是怎样， 更加想象不到没有你的拥抱的日子会是怎样， 电话不再时常响起，再也看不到你的contact image， 我可以任性一次，叫你留下吗？ :( 当然，我不会这么自私。 唯有慢慢习惯咯。 我以为自己会很坚强，已经做好了心理准备你会离开， 但是我不是自己所想的这么坚强。 朋友都说，一年多罢了嘛，时间会好快过， 我都希望是。 好想大哭一场啊！ Labels: emo Share0 Comments: |
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Sunday, April 24, 2011 @ 6:11 PM Strangers, again.
这个video真是说出不少情侣的心声，我的意思是，有哪对情侣没经历过这些阶段？你看了就知道。 一段爱情，最美丽的时候，当然是两人的感情刚发芽的时候，那段时间两人互相包容，互相迁就，相当甜蜜。但是时间一久了，两人开始把对方的爱视为‘理所当然’。开始冷战，吵架，互相挑对方的毛病。 然后最后因顶不顺对方的性格，分手。 千万别把对方的爱视为‘理所当然’， 举个例子： 不是在一起久了，你就能对他乱发脾气，他也是人，他也有他自己的脾气。 不是在一起久了，就不需要包容，两人因在一起那么久而了解到对方更多，不是应该能更加包容对方吗？ 不是在一起久了，就觉得对方不能没有你，或许你觉得你不能没有他，当对方不一定和你有同样的共识。 不是在一起久了，就不需要和对方报告你的行踪，他还是一样的会担心你，别让他太过担心，他会累的。 “哎呀，都在一那么久了，都习惯了啦！” “我们都在一起那么久了，你还不相信我咩？” “不是吧，都老夫老妻了，还要做这些肉麻的事？” 爱情是需要双方一起经营的，只要其中一方觉得累了，那这段感情就会慢慢的出现问题。 别轻易的说分手，有些事情走了，就再也回不来了。 Share 0 Comments: |
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Sunday, April 03, 2011 @ 11:20 PM could you be an angel?
 The most recent self picture -_- (ps-ed by an ifon apps called Face Cam, awesome apps which can enlarge your eyes and slim your face LOL ) nothing much updates, I got no happening life :( Many thoughts appeared in my mind recently, about relationship, about family, about education, about work. haih, DEAR LIFE, Y U NO EASY AS 1,2,3? 人长得越大，想的东西就越来越多，越来越复杂。 不想去想那么多，但有些事情，不得我不去想。 希望可以顺利毕业，我很想去英国读degree，这是我继续advance diploma 最大的原因。 钱是个很大的问题。 我不是什么大千金，我家里也只是小康之家。 要拿出30k给我去英国是个很大的问题，我有想过向其他机构借钱，但是我已经向政府借了13k，我不想负债那么多。有时候想想，是不是真的有必要去英国？如果给我拿到了degree,我是不是可以找到更好的工作机会？就算我有张degree文凭，是不是能担保我不会做一份一个月只有一千三的工？ 这样我岂不是浪费了父母辛辛苦苦赚回来的钱？ 现在大妹妹已经开始打算读学院，需要一笔钱，我是不是不能再给父母负担？唉。钱钱钱。 是不是长得越大，和父母的思想距离就越来越远？ 最近真的觉得和他们沟通有点问题。 我知道他们为我好，但我真的很想让他们知道，我已经不小了，我会思考，我会自己照顾自己，我知道什么是对什么是错。我不想和他们顶嘴，但他们总是不能了解。 越讲越emo -_-  Zippo, Zhi Hua's bufday present :) 好想染发，好想把我的脸给治好，我不要pimples啊！！！ -.- Share 0 Comments: |
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Saturday, November 27, 2010 @ 10:55 PM Take me away.
 "If you can't get over it, then don't. You have every right to torture yourself." :) I really wanna talk to you, but we seems like a stranger to each other. what happened between us? I don't feel like doing my assignments :( No inspiration AT ALL. Someone please rescues me. Labels: emo Share0 Comments: |
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Tuesday, November 23, 2010 @ 7:23 PM I'm tired
, mentally.My emotional turned up and down these few days. Really have to thank to my friends who accompanied me when I'm down. I wouldn't know how am I gonna go through this shitty emo days without them :( Drank too much alcohol lately, my brain stuck. I can't even think or concentrate when studying in class. Mad hate this kind of feeling. I'm tired for searching for the right guy. Perhaps I should just sitting here silently and waiting for my prince charming comes to me? But I hate waiting :( Honestly, I can't stand loneliness. "We're tired of the loneliness that presses down on us even though we're surrounded by dozen of people. So why can't we just say it?" I need some fresh air. Too much unhappy things happened on me. No, I should say too much pressure on me lately. Assignments, midterm, relationships. I've thinking so much these few days, I thought I found the right one but ya know, life sucks. I'm sick of this. I asked one of my friend, why he doesn't want to get a relationship? "There's a firewall in my heart, I afraid if I got a relationship, I might hurt them in the end", he answered. Well I guess I have to build a firewall too? To prevent all kind of shitty viruses. I don't want to fall too deep on a person, I'm scared. I've gone through so much relationships, my heart is really tired now. I just want to stay peacefully with my loves one. Why its seem so hard for me? Fate maybe. My friend told me, I'm just 20, I still have a lot of time to find the right one. Well, wrong people appeared in the right time. Ironic isn't it? I wanna follow my feelings, I want to do the things I wanted to do. Speaks always louder than action. And, I'm a kind of person that very mind what's others thought on me. For example, whenever I go out with friends, I will started to think about will they hate me if I don't do this / will they think that I'm wearing very ugly today? etc etc. I always telling my self, "do whatever you like as long as it makes you happy. No matter what people think". Its hard, really hard. This semester seems to be very tough for me. I can't catch up with my studies. I can sense that I will fail ALL the subjects in my final exam. No joke. Things changed, People changed. EVERYONE CHANGED. "Screw forced smiles and polite handshakes and I'm fine thank you." Life sucks. what can we do? Accept the reality and move on. Sorry for being so emotional :( can't helps. (I deleted so much sentences in this blog post, can't write too details in my blog. I wanted to write more but there are lot of my friends reading my blog. I don't wanna get my self into trouble anymore.) Labels: emo Share0 Comments: |
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Thursday, November 11, 2010 @ 9:31 PM between heaven and hell
I don't know what's I'm stressing about. WTF of cos I did know -.- Completed 2 assignments and 1 role play, still have 2 more individual presentations, 1 group presentation and 1 paper work. College life ain't good. Especially advance. fml  Will be having midterm on tomolo and Saturday. OMG Hallelujah Hell man, been so frustrating these few days. Mood go up and down. Seriously, this is my life, can you please zip your mouth? Some people are just so .. annoying much.. I miss my best friends. You know who you are :(  有些人就是喜欢对号入座，明明不是在说你，但你却以为我是在说你。太好笑了吧。 难道你也认为我说的是对的？你认为我是在说你？千万别对号入座 :) 还有，这是我的生活，我喜欢和谁在一起，是我的事，轮不到你来给意见，你不喜欢我，就别干涉我的生活。多你一个不多，少你一个不少。 要和一个人做好朋友真的得看彼此的性格，如果彼此的性格能迁就和包容对方的话，那么你们就真的能成为好朋友，相反的，无论你们多努力都好，都是无法成为好朋友的。所以，我真的很珍惜我的好朋友们。我好希望能快点再见到你们 T___T 放下了之前的感情，好想能再遇到一个能让我心动的人。我想，我遇到了 :) 但，他是不是对的人？ 这只是爱情的幻觉，还是我真的心动了？ 他的笑容很腼腆 (: 我很喜欢。 之前在fb看到了一篇文章关于‘如何寻到适合的男朋友’。 有一段是说，选择对象一定要‘门当户对’， 这里的‘门当户对’不一定要是有钱男和有钱女， 它说的是家庭背景，学历，家人的性格等等。的确，当一对情侣的家庭背景很不一样的时候，一定很容易发生一写不必要的问题。比如家庭观念等等。 我就是有这样的经验。 不是每个人的家庭观念都一样，有些人可能很注重家庭和谐，但是不是每个人的家庭都像他们一样那么的和谐。可能有些人的家人很传统，也可能他们的思想很现代。 所以说，‘门当户对’ 真的很重要。 不想放太多的感情，不想放太多的期望，我怕换来的只是失望和悲伤。 我已经错过太多了，自己的幸福真的得靠自己去争取吗？我想也是吧。 我不想再和缘分擦肩而过。
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Sunday, September 26, 2010 @ 2:48 PM Emo monster
最近有很多朋友心情非常差，有些emo因为失恋，有些emo因为和伴侣吵架。见到他们那么emo我都不知道要怎样安慰他们。伤心是一定会有，人都需要时间去淡化他们本身的伤口，我也是过来人。当我失恋的时候，有多人都跟我说：“你们在一起好像只有短短的两个月，有那么伤心吗？” 伤心的程度不是说在一起多久来衡量的。在一起几年不代表就会很很很伤心，在一起几个月也不代表不曾付出过自己的真心。只要已经付出了真心，当然会感觉到心痛。 但是心痛还心痛，日子总需要过。如果你是被人甩了，知道最好的报复方式是什么吗？就是你一定要活得比他更好，要让他知道，没有了他，你依然可以活得好精彩。笑一笑，对他说声：‘Fuck You, 多谢你甩了我，要不然我都不知道单身原来可以这样精彩。” 我单身了两个月，我才发现原来我身边都蛮多男性朋友。半年前，当我和那位在一起将近三年的伴侣分开的时候，我很傻。我竟然觉得没有了他我无法生存。但是现在我不是还活得好好的？当时我一直都觉得我会很难放得下，过了两个月，我完全的放下了。人总需学习如何放下。放下一段感情其实不是很难，是在乎你本身的心态。当是你可能会觉得没有了他你会无发生存，但你有没有发觉到这句活你已经为了多少人说过？那你究竟是没有了谁不行？矛盾。 老土的说句，开心不开心日子都是要过。何必不开心呢？ 选择开心，不代表是逃避。至少你是开心的。 既然他已经改变了，你都无法再改变他什么。人的心是很善变的，我都不知道为什么。有些人可以在这一刻表现得很爱很爱你，但下一刻他可以表现得完全不在乎你。不要把爱情看得太重，将它拿得越重，自己的手就越累，自己就越辛苦。 可能爱情真是要看缘分，合则来，不合则去。 多谢他们，如果不是他们，你又怎知原来爱情是可以这么的完美但也这么的令人心痛？ 要记住，回忆仅仅只是回忆。 0 Comments: |
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Tuesday, September 21, 2010 @ 10:56 PM Single
A lot of people tell me that being single is good. Well, it's actually depends on people. I can't stand of loneliness, seriously. I can be killed by loneliness, no joke. I miss the time when I was having a boyflend. The people who will sms you all the day, who will calls you baby/honey/darling whatsoever, the people who you miss everyday, the people who can let you sleep on her shoulder or arms whenever you want to, the people who can give a big hug when you're sad, the people who will comfort you and kisses you. My phone is so silent after I'm being a single from in a relationship. My phone is so dead. No one calls, no one texts. (got lah but less :/ I still have flends anyway wtf ) I need a hug :'( the feeling of hugging people is really warm. You can actually feels the heartbeats of the people you hugging with and the body temperature as well. AHHHH emo oredi. fml DATE ME LAH!! WAIT WHAT WOR?! wtf Labels: emo Share0 Comments: |
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Wednesday, September 15, 2010 @ 2:19 PM Halfway Gone.
err title is not relevant at all with this post I guess lol sorry lah can't think of a good title = = One of my flend was telling me that he's quite amazed to me because I can forget something bad very easily, accept the fact, let it go, stay happily and the most important is I can maintain a quite good relationship with my ex boyflends. Well, I'm amazed to myself too lol actually why I can forget some unhappy things/person is because I got errr short term memory loss or long term memory loss? wtf my brain is tiny like this (__) yea so tiny lol thats why I can't able to remember too much things = = You can share your secrets with me cos I can forget it in the next day haha talking about the ex boyflends thiggy, erm I will try not to hate or dislike a person although he / she had done something bad on me. Hating a person is quite hard actually. I will try to forgive and forget if I can lol one of my quote: 都过了那么久，算啦算啦。 yeap everything is 算啦算啦 let's see, I mentioned before I got 5 ex boyflends right? all of them are still contacting with me nao . Some of them even are my best flends :) lol I believe that time can change everything :) A lot of people may think that we can't be flend again with our ex because they've hurt us before or what but for me, there's no right or wrong in love. They may have their faults but I guess ourselves have our own faults too? Think of it :) Being flend with ex boyflends is a good thing lor, when you talking the past memories with him, the feeling is kinda weird. It's very funny although its quite embarrassing haha Letting go ain't easy, pretending that you oredi let it go is even harder. lol I always pretending one hahahaha just kidding. I'm Sagittarius leh I can put down a relationship in a very short period!! wtf I hope so = = anyway, I felt that this post is kinda meaningless wtf sorry my precious readers :( people suddenly emo cannot ah? hmph. lol Few days ago I was tagged by Sora in Facebook about the 25 randoms things about me. You all wanna know it or not? 1. Er... I'm still a student. Now you know me more oredi don't you? ;)
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Saturday, August 21, 2010 @ 7:13 PM fml
LIFE IS SO FUCKED UP. F.M.L. why I say life is so fucked up? My external hardisk died on me. suddenly couldn't open the files and it was asking me to format it before use it. I was like what the FUCK. what should I do? I can't lost all the pictures! I got like thousand pictures inside! all the memories! aih. so helpless now. No body can help me only myself. :'( fucked up fucked up! dear me, can you please focus on your exam? :'( Labels: emo Share0 Comments: |
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Thursday, August 12, 2010 @ 10:25 PM CHANCE
ok the tittle is 100% irrelevant with this post :/ everyone has a chance, by the way lol wanted to post about my Port Dickson trip but I am so so so lazy >____< sorry readers! :( I'm watching TV nao, what a boring night :( I need a drinking partner, seriously. I like alcohol, no I'm not an alcoholic. I just enjoy the drinking, which can makes you feel very relaxing & I'll keep laughing when I get drunk :/ lol  need to photostat so many documents, I still have to back to my highschool for my sijil SPM.WTF after 3 years I haven't take it. day-dreaming? stare at the car infront of you? missing some one? sing like a nuts? LOL well, I usually day-dreaming (it is a bad habit btw) else I'll sing like a nuts LOL besides that, I also will make some decision when jamming..ermmm such as what should I wear tomolo, where shud I go this weekend etc etc hahahaaaaa some people will make their important during their shower time :P what about you? hehehehhhhhh  This weekend probably no jobs for me :( No jobs means no income T____T *jialat* final exam is around the corner, I shall start my revision instead of blogging, reading magazines, facebook, twitter, hanging around, day dreaming fml will you feel the stress when people surrounding started their revision and they're like putting so much effort on their studies? They're making you like you're an idiot or showing to you that you're a lazy bum / why dont you start your revision yet / what the fuck you still blur blur around :/ I'm still very blur on my studies. *feel like crying* I'm thinking of am I really can handle my Advance Diploma? Is this a right way for my future? am I on the right path? I don't know. I've lost my motivation to continue my studies, I don't know why the fuck I'm studying so hard for. If *just IF* *touchwood* I fail any subjects in this semester, I might withdraw from my course. I hope I'm in the right path. I'm totally lost my direction. Can someone shows me the right one?
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Saturday, July 31, 2010 @ 10:02 PM 善良。
 做人是不是不可以太善良？是不是太过善良自己就会吃亏？ 有很多人曾经告诉过我，做人别太善良、不是每个人都是好人、别太轻易相信别人、别对别人那么好，因为别人不会因此而对你好， 等等。 你们觉得这个世界上，好人比坏人多还是坏人比好人多？ 你们的身边又没有所谓的“坏人”呢？ 有时候，我真的觉得自己太多容易相信别人，因为我觉得别人没必要在我身上获得什么好处，有的时候，我也觉得自己迟点亏也无所谓，别人开心就行。这种想法是不是需要改一改了？ 好喜欢看小孩子的笑容，他们的笑容是如此的纯真。 我，要开始学习在大人的世界生活了。 你呢？ 0 Comments: |
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Tuesday, July 20, 2010 @ 4:06 PM guess what ♥
so damn tired :( skipped today class for assignment >_< just came back from Eva's house. anyway, received a parcel! :D  Stay tuned! :D 好享受一个人驾着车，把音响开到二十二，什么外来声音都听不见，一一地思考着我的方向， 我到底该怎么做。 我，只想要开心。 就是那么的简单。 0 Comments: |
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Monday, July 19, 2010 @ 6:54 PM my fav flower.
My favourite flower, uhm.. you guess? ha! not roses. I love Sunflower so much.  *bought them from Petaling Street. oh gosh so beautiful!* 向日葵的花语： 1. 沉默的爱 2. 勇敢去追求自己想要的幸福 3.我的眼中只有你 关于向日葵，曾有一个凄美的希腊神话传说。克吕提厄（Clytie）是一位海洋女神。她曾是太阳神赫利俄斯（Helius）的情人，但后来赫利俄斯又爱上波斯（Persia）公主琉科托厄（Leucothoe）。妒火中烧的克吕提厄向波斯王俄耳卡摩斯（Orchamus）告发了琉科托厄与赫利俄斯的关系。俄耳卡摩斯下令将不贞的女儿活埋。赫利俄斯得知此事后，彻底断绝了与克吕提厄的来往。痴情的克吕提厄一连数天不吃不喝，凝望着赫利俄斯驾驶太阳车东升西落，日渐憔悴，最终化为一株向阳花（向日葵）。 so romantic one T______T I thought sunflower is only represent happy and active lol  So now you all know what flower I love the most huh? *hint hint* what is your favorite flower? :) Labels: emo, sunflowers Share0 Comments: |
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